There’s some­thing wrong with me. Some­thing I need to fix ASAP. I’ve come a long way over the past 7 months, but I’ve for­got­ten that. Seven months ago I was lying in bed suf­fer­ing from a severe her­ni­ated disc that left me unable to do more than watch movies and read books about run­ning. I wasn’t even able to walk to the kitchen with­out being heav­ily doped up on vicodin. Yet even now, after being able to walk again and even do some run­ning, I too often find myself feel­ing badly that I can’t do more.